ME Time!!!!

i have had the whole weekend with no kids :) a very welcomed break. i spent most of the time down at the beach just watching everyone around me, listening to Worship music and thinking about God and my life.

this is the amazing image i got to see all weekend it was so magically. and i really felt relaxed and at peace with my life. lately i have been struggling with 'why does the man who cheated on me and ended my marriage get to find someone who matches him perfectly and he is so happy so soon, why does this happen to him when i have struggled to keep going and to look after our precious little kids. why cant i find someone to make me happy and have someone to talk to about life, God and someone to share my troubles with' And this weekend as i watched the sunset over the beach i realized my time will come and right now i am happy to just be me and spend as much time as possible with my kids. and i am happy my ex has found someone who is great for him and she is great with the kids. right now its a perfect outcome for the situation given.