Smile and look for the positive in your day.
(some of these are out of order because weather not permitting or just such a busy day already planned but will get around to all of them within the 30 days)
i did this one without even putting effort in. i woke up before both kids this morning happy and full of energy, dont know why as i was still up over half the night with my daughter, maybe it was the half a bottle of Champange i drank at dinner last night who knows but i am going to take full advantage of this energy..
today i have already cleaned my parents house and its only 9 am, but i am looking forward to taking the kids to Playgroup, and then finding ways to entertain them throughout the rest of the day as its pouring down outside.. and ending with a birthday party for my Brother (35) and having 6 kids all sleeping here overnight(my kids and my nieces and nephews) after making them all hyper on birthday cake :P
having a positive outlook on life (no matter how hard it is somedays)is really helping with enjoying the little thing my kids do, for example my son is now saying 'i love you' and doing jigsaws and drawing better.. and my daughter can say 'dada, muma, bobo, no' and is crawling like a pro, standing by herself for about 5 secs, and trying to walk by herself. these are all things i dont remember with my son because i gave into the depression and most days didnt get out of bed.
i am so proud of how great my kids have grown up despite my struggling and feeling like a bad mum most days..
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