Compliments

on the days that have been tough and i have felt unloved, unappreciated, worthless and a bad mother. i have a little note book full of compliments that have been given to me. its a great way of reminding my self that even tho i may not see my beauty or how good of a mum i am or how much i really am loved, that the people that are close to me really do see good things about me and it gives me a great lift and maybe one day i will start believing it and once i do its going to be amazing my biggest compliment i have been given lately which i just cant stop thinking about, is one of my closest friends told me that when she becomes a mum she wants to be a mum like i am. it just blows me away as most days i feel like i'm neglectful and selfish and all round bad mum.. this is the one compliment i really really want to believe because if i can believe that i am a good mum then i can become an amazing mum and give my children the best life possible.