today i am doing all 3 as i have had a few really bad days lately with both my kids sick and vomiting on me and not giving my 2 seconds to myself i feel ugly, down, and very angry that my ex left my to deal with all this stuff alone, i have had a few massive fights with him and have said alot of things i regret..
so today i have my mum helping me and cuddling Jubilee and i got to have a shower, shave my legs, wash my hair and straighten it.. i am already feeling better...
life is to short to care what people think of me or what they are going to say.. today i am not going to bite my tongue when i can just share my opinion on a topic and i'm going to do what ever i want...
my mum has also agreed to look after both my kids for an hour or so this afternoon so i can go for a run in the gorgeous sunny weather today..
i have to admit most days have taken alot of effort to focus on the positive and be happy but it is slowly getting easier and i can sense a end to this storm..
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