so today started off great felt great about myself, even felt pretty and then not even half an hour after getting all dressed up and feeling great my daughter vomited all over me... ended up wearing 3 different outfits today and now have a huge pile of washing...
took the kids to the doctors and one has tonsillitis and a cold and the other has a cold 2 ear infections and laryngitis.. and a heart breaking no voice cry :(
they have both been attached to me and fighting over my lap for cuddles so i didn't get the chance to go for a run or do any exercise... and now i'm exhausted and ready for bed but will likely not get much sleep...
im praying that tonight im just too exhausted that when i get to bed i just sleep rather then think about things and cry myself to sleep as thats whats been happening the last few nights..
Sarah, I just power read your blogs, & man o man do we sound like 2 peas in a pod. I'm also learning to keep positive thoughts & not let the "little things" drag me down into a bottomless pit of dark depression..sometimes I can smell the musk of it rising to swallow me ..I hope each day gets better for you ..sometimes we have to step back before we can move forward. Good luck!
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