Never Ending Housework!!!!!

i have finally started to feel better apart from this horrible cough...

but because i have been sick all week i havent done much housework and if it wasnt for the dishwasher i probably would have a huge mess in the kitchen... i got enough energy to get up clean the lounge room and get the washing done except i know have 8 loads of washing to fold :(

the only way i knew i was going to get through making the house livable again was to crank music that lifts my spirits or even just reminds me im not alone and if someone wrote a song about exact how i feel then it must be a popular feeling....

a few songs that really help me feel better are most songs by Superchick, Pink, Terri Clark, Bruno, Rise Against and lots more but always really meaningful lyrics

at the moment this is the song that helps me as this is what i want to say nearly every day, especially when im struggling to eat, which is when im really stressed, feeling unloved, and mostly when i feel like a failure..

the song is Courage by Superchick

"Courage"

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well," "I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good I look
And for a moment, for a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone, no one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I've changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm OK
And for a moment, for a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not OK
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
(together we'll make it through somehow)

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day